Saw Your Reflection…

It Was Not You… The Terror It Struck Me… And I Think Of You… I Have Nothing Important To Say… It Was Not You… Will We Speak Again… I See You In Everything… The Heart It Pulls Me… It Was Not You… The Man In The House … It Was Not You… You Were There… And I See The Lights… Lead They Way… You Are There… Take My Hand… It Was You… We Will Speak Again…

Faceless…

I Can Not See You… I Close My Eyes And I Dream Of You… Faceless… I Try But Can Not See You… Faceless… I Speak To You… But I Can Not Hear You… Voiceless… I Am Losing The Sound… Voiceless… I Can Not Remember Your Lesson… I Smelt You In The House… Scentless… I Am Losing You… I Smell The Chemicals In The Shed… I Can Smell You Sweat… Scentless… I Am Losing You… Faceless, Voiceless, Scentless… I Have Lost You…

I Caught A Glimpse…

Your Demons Were There… I Caught A Glimpse… Your Head Was Clear… I Saw You Struggle… I Saw You Overcome… The Glimpse Of Fear… The Glimpse Of Love… Drowning In Emotion… Everything Was On The Surface… A Glimpse Of Freedom… A Glimpse Of Darkness… Conversations That Were Meant To Be… Things Not Meant To Be Seen… A Glimpse Of Greatness You Will Always Be…

Mistaking Sons For Strangers…

How Could You?…I Would Follow You…To The Ends Of The Earth… You Have Gone To A Place I Can Not Go… It Is No Longer Like It Was Before… I Close My Eyes And I See You… I Am Losing The Sound Of Your Voice… There Was A Tree In The Yard… It Grew As You Grew… It Is Gone Now… Just Like You… Was It All Fake? Was It All An Act? I Was A Fool To Look Up To You… How Miserable You Were… How Miserable I Was… It Was All A Ploy… To Redeem Yourself In The Masters Eyes… You Plotted For Forgiveness… Before The Walls Came Crumbling Down… It Was All Fake… You Were Mistaken Sons For Strangers… It Was A Ghost I Was Seeing… The Body Was There But The Mind Was Gone… It Was A Failure Of Communication… Mistaken Sons For Strangers…

No One Knows What I See…

I See You Free… Away From Me… What Do You Have To Say To Me?… It Is A Beautiful Thing To See… I Know How It Is… To See You Free… I Do Not Think You Understood Me… I Have Things To Say… It Is A Horrible Thing To See… You Slowly Cage Your Spirit… To See You Alone… As Can Be… I See The Love You Had For Me… It Faded… I See You Free… I Try To Let You Be… Away From Me… It Is A Lovely Thing To See… Your Love For Me.

Been Gone A While…

The Dust Has Gathered… You And I… I Walk Your Steps… Touch Your Possessions… I Can Feel Your Hands In The Glove… No One Sees Me Weeping… Not On My Pillow… I Have No Choice… You And I… I Take You With Me… You Are Not There… I Hear Your Voice… I Have No Choice… You And I… Lead The Way… Light It Up… I Will Follow You… Someday… It Is Not My Choice… He Will Call Me And There I Will Be…

I Was Not There…

For Every Time You Needed Me… I Could Not Bare To See You Go… I Was Afraid To See You… There Must Have Been A Reason… I Can Recall Your Warmth… I Was Not There… I Did Not Want To Fight… The Devil Was In You… I Am Hurt… I Was Not There… I Was A Stranger To Hear You Speak Of Me… That Last Day… I Was Disowned… I Was Not There… I Was There… I Missed You In Your Time Of Need… How Lonely We Both Were… If We Only Could Comfort Each Other… We Were Not There…

No More Apologies…

I Am Missing You. It Is All I Can Do. The Days Go Bye With You In My Thoughts. What A Way To Go. No More Apologies… I Did Not Say Bye To You… It Is All I Can Do… I Wonder Where In The Ether You Are… You Speak To Me In My Dreams… No More Apologies… It Is Not What I Want To Hear… I Am Adrift At Sea. I Smile But The Jokes On Them… Not One Knows… I Am Missing You… No More Apologies…

Dont Get Any Thoughts,

You Are Not Getting Out Of This… The Pages Are Blank… It Will Be Unwritten… You Feel It. I Do Not. Unravel The Thoughts… Do Not Get Any Thoughts… You Are Not Getting Out OF This… The Consequences Of Inaction Are All Around…

She Is All Alone…

Got To Gather My Things… Time To Visit… She Is All Alone… I Will Be There For Her… It Is Time To Go… I Tried To Tell You… But There Was Nobody Home… The Pain In Your Head… It Was Plain To See… I Reached Out… No One Was Home… She Is All Alone…